My body is like too tied up with my emotional and mental health. So I literally feel it all. Whereas there are so many people who seem to have the disconnect and that is how to feel ok in this capitalistic society. Remove the metaphysical from the physical. Separate yourself, compartmentalize. Be a robot in public, save the humanity for private. Sorry I am not that way, I am wholly myself. I do not last long suppressing my life while living in it.